Absenteeism

I realize I have been gone. I was on a self-induced hiatus as I struggled with wedding decisions.

This blog, while fun, has been deleted several times over the last few weeks. I've contemplated the life of this blog, and why it's here. It started with a plan to apply for a larger group blog, and then I started to hate the idea. I thought about why it existed, why it needed to be in my life and in my planning process. It shouldn't have existed merely for others. I should have this blog because I want to have a keepsake of the planning process, and see how this evolves into a wedding and into a marriage.

I kept it going for others, and now I've finally realized to do it for myself.